Pride isn't just about LGBT. No matter who you are or what you do, I hope you totally OWN it.
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This is one of my favorite quotes. I say it in my head at least once a week. This past week at least three times.
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Great, I'm glad you like it. It's simplistic, but powerful. I keep journals too. They've help me realize that many of my fears never materialize. I either write it down through poem, prose or essay style and then re-read it again in a few weeks. Everytime I'm like. . DAMN I WAS TRIPPIN! Now I'm less likely to spread or absorb negativity.
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These are the wealth & abundance affirmations engaged in every morning. So cool they're available on YouTube. I have Amazon Unlimited Music. Interestingly, most music is available on YouTube for free.
It's interesting how men that describe themselves as respectful, honest, etc are always the total opposite.
I had a horrible dream last night. And it must have lasted for the entire time I was sleeping because, for once, I remember most of it. For some reason I was with my ex again and in between me trying to shoot him before he grabbed the gun again & me managing to call the police for help (only for them to reveal that I, indeed, called for help but as usual they didn't really do anything) I was freggin terrified. I forgot what his anger felt like on such a close level and somehow my brain reminded me for 8 straight hours.
Oddly, as most dreams are, when he threatened to break my cell phone in front of the police (who did nothing) I made some sort of flippant remark that I can replace it for free that same day. I'm due for an upgrade. But when he first made that threat my first thought was "Oh no, I don't have my bf's number saved anywhere else". Thinking of my bf in real life is when the dream started melting apart and I slowly woke back up - with my bf sleeping next to me.
I'm always happy to see him but I almost cried when he rolled over and looked at me. That quote from earlier really stuck with me.
I'm getting married in July and it is CRUNCH time so I am getting my hair done a little tomorrow, nothing too major but enough of a change to be a noticeable improvement. I'm way more excited about the under eye fillers I'm getting next Friday though! I scored a hell of a good deal and I have always had awful dark under eye circles. Gonna get my teeth whitened at the end of the month :) All of these improvements are for boosting my self esteem for the wedding but will also benefit me camming hopefully!
Oh how I would love for my buddy Scott to be emotionally and financially stable. We have a blast together, but I'm getting tired of taking him out. I'm certainly no baller, so paying for him and myself is a bit sucky.
I'd like a guy who's active, attractive, affectionate, and financially secure to swoop me up. However, I think because I want it so bad...I'm not gonna get it. Sigh...being single isn't fun currently.
I dont feel like afternoons are going to work for me. Ugh. My mind keeps saying 7am to 1pm EST and just a couple afternoons during the week where I'll be at the horse farm in the mornings (now that storm season is here I need to go mornings so I can be home with the dogs during afternoon thunder/lightening incidents). I have to many night time shows I love to watch haha and come midnight, all the pets want to curl up in bed together (where I cam from) so I'm stuck to like day time hours. I hate mornings, I love to sleep in. Like loveeeeeee to sleep in but you got to do what you got to do. Still going for six days though cause I really feel deep down to that I need one day a week to do nothing.
This guy I was dating was like that. He was cool people and the sex was awesome but he always needed $5 for a Little Ceasars pizza or didn't have money to eat AFTER the movie so I'd be the one to pay. Didn't mind so much but it does get old after a while.
Now I'm stuck-up and can't be bothered lol
^^Hahahaaa I'm getting to the boiling point girl. He doesn't get sex, but he gets my time, drinks, and appetizers. Like you said...he's good ppl. He accepts me and compliments my ping pong skills and listens actively, but I can't help but feel like I could be paying a therapist for this shit and get even more out of my money. Thanks for chiming in. I appreciate the perspective.
OK...it's been decided. I'm getting a MF tip vibe. I'm sure it will make me some real money, so I'm gonna get one compatible with SMConnect and ROCK the fuck out of it. I have a serious gut feeling it will take me to the next level. I'm already top spot foot girl...with the tip vibe included maybe I could move up a few notches in another category. And, hell, maybe my footboys will enjoy making my pussy wet while I show off foot skizzles. Hahahaaaa. Next check.
WINNER WINNER MF chicken dinner:
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^^LMAO...I heard you all the way in hot ass Texas. Imagine: he paid for a dating subscription so I THOUGHT he was ready to settle down. No girl. Don't get me wrong: he's a pretty good guy, but he's in no position to date. I think the typical broke ass name is: TYRONE hahahahaaaaa. Thanks for the laugh. I needed it after such a taxing shift. XOXO
Man, Ali Wong's Netflix movie "Always Be My Maybe" is smart & very funny. I'd def recommend it for laughs & witty dialogue.
Amen to this! Under no circumstances is right.
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Smashed a cute ceramic bowl which also had my breakfast in it after already throwing my phone and then hulk smashing the kitchen trash can because my daughter’s father is a worthless entitled sack of shit. Ready for a great productive Friday. Heart emoji.
^^Oh no :( you need good vibes and sales. Sending you the vibes and hoping you snag a big fish XOXO
Loving a married man ain't easy and they sure don't make them as crazy, raw as they used to. I love this movie.
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