To whomever said two ingredient pancakes with just a banana and eggs was the bomb, I have a message for you...
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To whomever said two ingredient pancakes with just a banana and eggs was the bomb, I have a message for you...
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I'm the same.
I used to love taking naps, particularly in the mid afternoon.
I always get really sleepy around 3 pm
I just can't fall asleep if the sun is out. *And since I live on the surface of the sun, it's ALWAYS out.
I have black out curtains, earplugs, eye mask.
Once the sun goes down, it's a different story.
When the days get shorter, it's not uncommon for me to go to sleep at 6 pm.
Halloween is like my shit! Does anyone else go crazy during October the Spooky Season?
Being told I'm not spending enough time with my son is on my mind. Because my mom allowed her husband to try and choke me before they kicked me out, my son and I had to move in with my grandparents when I was FINALLY getting some sort of constant in my life and starting to get things on track....anyway, between working all night and trying to spend time with him during the day I was just so exhausted. I felt it was unfair to him that mommy wasn't up and actively there, plus he's 2 so of course he's a wild thing right now. I decided to put him back in daycare after being out for 3 months. I knew it would be better for him most importantly for the interaction...and mommy gets to sleep which in turn allows me to work, but now I'm on the other side of it all and being told that I don't spend enough time with him because he's in daycare from 7ish-5pm, and mommy goes to work at 7ish pm. I was staying with him all night until he went to bed and I would cam from 11pm-3am, but then I was told I needed to "close shop" at 1am, so that literally only leaves me with the option of doing what they talk badly about..."not being there" as if I'm okay with it LOL. They know how obsessed I am with my son. After being a sahm for the first 2 years I figured now is the time to get the most out of camming and he doesn't show any negative reaction to me being gone, his big boy self gives me all the love and a my "bye bye mommy" when it's time for me to go to work. I try my best to give him my full attention/make sure his days with me are full of fun and love. I even bring his favorite cousin over for added fun time on my days off. Idk, maybe I'm ranting but sometimes I feel like a shit mom because of literally going back to work...nobody was saying these things when he was in daycare and I was working a bullshit 9-5 that literally changed my schedule to where I wasn't even spending an hour with him. That's my rant for the day lol
My fiance and I live in separate houses presently. He surprised me this weekend by turning his guest bedroom into a cam room with professional lights, work couch, tables, and everything! I'm so happy to be with someone who really supports what I do. :D
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Mena Massoud, the 2019 Aladdin, is gorgeous! And I loved him and Will Smith in the movie.
on the supportive partner hype, it was raining and my feet really hurt from my day job, so my partner paid for my uber from my stop so I didnt have to walk half an hour :D
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i loved jem and the holograms as a kid
I did all the laundry. Cleaned the house. Now it smells like heaven in here. I saved my banana peels and pineapple skins, then boiled them with limes and vanilla. I'm thinking about baking a cake later before my scheduled nap. #SelfCare
It doesn't supprise me that a lot of people don't get the difference between gender identity and sexuality.
Gender identity is who you get into bed AS.
Sexuality is who you get into bed WITH.
This is where a lot of misconceptions about Trans people come from... that we Transition to have sex, fool people or trick innocent straight men. LOOOOL.
I don't get the mental process of ignorant, small minded people.
Yesterday and today have been straight errand days. I have to make a point of getting on cam tomorrow.
Best moisturizing shampoo and conditioner? I was told to try Dove and I have been using the Dove conditioner as I ran out of that first only to find out I'm not the only one losing hair from using it. Seriously. Hair is coming out in clumps in the shower and I'm leaving hair all over the house. But damn it makes my hair feel good. Soooooo what about Herbal Essences? Garnier? Pantene? Suave? I really cant justify spending more then $5 on a bottle though. Ugh!
Any "moisturizing" shampoo (and I use the quotes because that is literally what they put on some shampoo bottles) is going to be trash. Which makes sense when you think about it: how can something clean AND condition at the same time? I used to be obsessed with hair care for at least 5 straight years, measuring hair growth, posting in hair forums every day, reading the ingredient labels on bottles, actually learning what those scientific ass words mean. If you trust nothing else that I say just take my word on one thing: sulfates are bad for you hair (ie, regular shampoo) but sulfates AND silicone (ie, moisturizing shampoo/2-in-1 shampoos) are going to keep moisture out of your hair and break your shit off.
I could talk about this all day but you didn't ask for alladat. I like Herbal Essences Hello Hydration, Tresseme Naturals "Silicone-free", and Aussie Mega Moist . Really, really good product lines. If you're going to use shampoo, I recommend those because they don't have any extra terrible stuff in the shampoos. And their conditioner is SUPERB.
oh, how i look forward to my last day on cam. i'm so grateful for the opportunity and for how easily you can make money with this crap but this is hardly a retirement plan. I've been unable to finish school because my kids were always too young and in need of a(n expensive) daycare program. but my youngest finally started school this year it's game time.
that's means i'll have another two years of camming to do. but nothing feels better than knowing there's an actual timeframe. quitting "one of these days" is how I'd end up 48 doing gold shows (absolutely no offense to anyone doing that).
^^I have a 5 year plan and 4 of those include camming full time while saving a shit ton. The 5th year I will have saved up enough to just do part time to paint a series of oil paintings that I plan to get into a show and sell so that I can just do Art until I die.
I feel you girl. Nothing lasts forever, and I'm putting a time limit on camming too.
Lots on my mind today so here goes:
It's Pumpkin season, I've been eating Pumpkin Muffins from Publix, they're only available for a limited time only. SO GOOD!
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I noticed there are people that can and will use terms of endearments for ANYONE and I wonder how they do it? Such as: thank you sweetie. you're welcome sweetie. how are you sweetie? What can I get you, honey? Is everything alright, baby? Have a good day sweetie.
LMFAOOOOOOOOOOO.
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Sometimes I wish I know another TS/Trans girl that I would consider a friend, someone I can talk to and share our life experiences, struggles with but I don't. A lot of them I cannot relate to because many don't leave the house. I found most to be quite boring. I know some are afraid to be out in public which is sad. They don't want to deal with 'that's a man' bullshit or being heckled in public places for doing simple basic tasks. I do empathize but my feelings are valid, legit and I'm entitled to feel, write and talk about it.
It's not even 'flu' season. Yet, everywhere I go, people are standing next to me open coughing/sneezing.
How utterly rude!
I can't go out anymore.
Between that, and gross men encroaching on my personal space. It's all too much.
I thought moving out of the city to a small town eleviated that. Not made it WORSE!!
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Thank you so much! I have to stop by the grocery store eventually this week so will pick up a bottle. I'm going to keep using the conditioner till its gone cause it would feel like throwing away money but will also switch that out to one of those brands to when its time and give it a go. My hair is just stupid thick (I undercut it to lesson the thickness) and has always been straw like (even before I started dying it). I've always hated my hair, even as a kid. Thank you again! Excited to try it out.