Fuck I wish I could make this day last an eternity! I'm on break day drinking Pinot Noir while nibbling on cheese cubes. I feel so fine. Like Queen Hatshepsut and shit! Today is a good day!!!
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Fuck I wish I could make this day last an eternity! I'm on break day drinking Pinot Noir while nibbling on cheese cubes. I feel so fine. Like Queen Hatshepsut and shit! Today is a good day!!!
Oh well the Publix near me was out. The manager said they can't keep it in stock. He added me to a call list for when it comes in. LMAO!!! I'm a call list for hummus.
But I did pick up my buttery Chardonnay with cheese and crackers. I like salmon cream cheese and jalepenos with mustard on crackers. It's definitely not sexy cuddly food but it makes my taste buds happy.
Why are all the interesting and decadent candy bar options always made with dark chocolate? I'm a white and milk chocolate fan and it's always so basic. I guess I'm gonna have to whip up some recipes.
Sometimes I'm no better than a teenaged boy. I just added all kinds of sex mods to my Sims 4 and it is literally a battle between having a simulated orgy for 5 hours or working.
(Work is winning.)
I want Chipotle again for lunch, LOL. I guess I better eat as much Mexican food while I still can because once Trump builds the wall there will be no more Mexican food...
Pretty sure when my lease is up in January, I'm moving to Vegas to start working in a brothel.
I love camming but I feel like I gotta do something different next year. The longer I cam, the more it cements the idea in my head.
I've been thinking and researching it for a couple years. Now that I quit my vanilla job, I have nothing tying me to this state anymore.
Definitely need a change but I still want to do sex work. I think I'm really gonna do this.
lies. i didn't even attempt to log on. i'm gonna call this "self-care" day.
I'm on, but my anxiety is through the roof. I want to log off and just self care too, but if I miss today I certainly won't hit my hrs goal or even get close to payout for the SM contest. I really don't want to be on though. I just want to drink wine and forget about this SM contest.
Haven't been to the movies in a minute but I'm super excited to go see Maleficent today because Angelina Jolie is my favorite actress. I'm sure I'm not the only one that absolutely love to all by myself.
I always buy double everything when I have cravings. I bought two biiiig donuts and I ate both. Probably 1200 useless calories in just one snack. I should not leave the house sometimes.
Today has been great. I enjoy doing nothing way too fucking much.
Sims. Netflix. Sex. Hot pockets. What a great Friday.
WOKE UP COLD lol my poor little dog was shivering. I called the gas co but they cant come out until next week.
I put on a tiny fire for the critters.
I usually dont have to turn on heat until December. I hate gas heat.
I did make chocolate porridge.
This sounds like my day .. I took today off so it was looking for other job opportunities that are NOT sex work and thinking of taking some classes.. and drinking cran/vodka with lime all day laying in bed on lap top and had some Italian chicken noodle soup.. not even a shower.... This is my preferred day off tbh.. now I am wanting some home made chocolate chip cookies... back to the grind tommorrow.. uggh.
I only cammed for an hour last night before giving up and engaging in emotional eating: medium pizza, breadsticks, microwave popcorn. Let's hope tonight isn't a repeat. Maybe if SM is dead again I'll face my fears and finally get back on MFC?? HA. I've been putting in like 15-20 hrs a week on average just trying to make at least $1k on SM when I could make that in a couple hours on MFC. Fuck anxiety.
I’Ve always been on private sites so far but I started working on a token site this week. I was chatting away with a guy for a good couple of hours and then a bit before he left he asked me, “Do you ever travel through X town?”
The town he mentioned is bang next to my city. I tell everyone I’m from a city which is at the other end of the country. It seemed a really weird question for him to ask if I travel through his town which is pretty nondescript and a good 4 hour drive away from where I supposedly live.
It’s weirded me out a bit and I’m wondering if he knows something I’m not aware of or maybe even figured something out! I don’t know how though.
my baby is wayyy too sweet for her own good. she tells everyone that she's known for 10 minutes that she loves them. per usual, she told my bfs daughter (who is the same age as her almost to the day) that she loves her. but watching how that little girl kind of dumps on my baby makes the whole situation irritating. example: they were coloring today and my daughter showed her a picture that she drew just to hear "i don't like it" by bfs daughter. she went out of her way to point out specifics, "I don't like pictures with circles in them". okay....
she makes a point of telling my daughter to move so that one of my other daughters can sit next to her instead. don't let her catch me playing with my baby girl; she'll try to jump in and replace her so that I'm giving HER attention instead of my kid. No, buddy. I never switch attention. I've had to actually pick my daughter up and walk to my room, lock the door, and continue playing with her because bfs daughter will be so fucking persistent and damn near begging to get big faced. but it's little stuff like that.
i hate hearing my kid say "i love you" to this little girl.
Attachment 52155 I love it! I took one of my gay husbands to hobby lobby, thinking it would be fun. He was bored out of his mind. Hmm. Who knew? I could have used this, because if there's dick around, they never get bored.
Le sigh
I gotta figure out this Chaturbate hustle..
Cam4 too..
The boys like my voyeur cam on MFC.
They like it flirty & sexy on SM.
They just... like ME on CMD.
It's a slow step-by-step seduction on NF (PTVs, chat, goody bags).
But for the life of me, I can't understand Chaturbate and Cam4.