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^^Ah I see what you were saying now. You make a good point. I hadn't thought of any territorial feelings being a portion of the reason for her behavior but the logic is there; it makes sense.
And thank you. Very much. I appreciate the really kind words.
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Coconut smoothies are life. That's it. That's the post. :)
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I do NOT think I have a big ass, but apparently indoor cycle for 6.5 years made this booty pop cause I have 7 tags on SM for big booty LOL.
I just don't see it. Is my mirror broken? Or do I have some type of body dysmorphia? Dunno. This is funny.
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I think widescreen cams must add extra wideness to ass because I have always been told I have #noassatall. Now it's big? Okay.
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I think widescreen cams must add extra wideness to ass because I have always been told I have #noassatall. Now it's big? Okay.
I've been told it's nice not big LOL. Must be the HD cam :)
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I don't know what is going on with me today -blah.
My motivation level was nill earlier- I am going to blame it on the weather. I literally streamed an hour on SM, and it was slow, I got trolled- all of which I am used and think I can handle.
I took a long ass nap- now I finally feel refreshed enough to work.
But first -coffee :)
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It's been Grey with sprinkles last 4 days & I suffer from SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder) & my mood has been low. Sunday wretched, yesterday took several breaks, & thank God it's my day off: no energy.
I feel you.
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I think this is a good time to really super charge my self care. As far as eating healthier, exercise, etc.
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I think this is a good time to really super charge my self care. As far as eating healthier, exercise, etc.
I agree. It's the only thing that keeps me from really slipping.
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Everyone finally has a costume. Except for me.
My oldest wanted to be the Big Bad Wolf. my middle child is going to be Ghost Face. my 4 year old is going as Jason Voorhees. Not once have they wanted to go as a fairy, cowgirl, princess, or anything remotely female tbh. But this is what you get when you watch scary movies every day... you breed children who want to be Chucky and Slinderman every October.
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Man, dunno what my dream was really about but it included receiving lots of cash in wads of hundreds, spending $600+ at a beauty shop, and major feelings of frustration plus physical altercations.
It was both good and bad. Felt so damn good to have that much money but terrible to have fought people in my dream. I was so frustrated. Even kids in my dream were testing my patience.
But right now I feel incredible. I exceeded a LOA visualization for the month of Oct. FUCK...today is gonna be a good day.
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Man, dunno what my dream was really about but it included receiving lots of cash in wads of hundreds, spending $600+ at a beauty shop, and major feelings of frustration plus physical altercations.
It was both good and bad. Felt so damn good to have that much money but terrible to have fought people in my dream. I was so frustrated. Even kids in my dream were testing my patience.
But right now I feel incredible. I exceeded a LOA visualization for the month of Oct. FUCK...today is gonna be a good day.
Do you google your dreams? I always google mine to understand the meaning and I nearly always find the meanings match up to my experiences in real life somehow, or it at least gives me some insight into what's going on in my subconscious
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I've had really bright hair for a couple of years now and I've been considering a change back to something more 'normal' and I've only gone ahead and booked myself in to do it next week, a lot sooner than planned!
I'm scared now hahaha. It's like an entire change in my identity and I'm wondering how it'll go down on cam. It's a non stop talking point and soon it'll be gone! I'm wondering if I'll maybe appeal to more people appearance wise but then I know I won't stand out as much at first sight. I hope my regs aren't disappointed ahaha.
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I've had really bright hair for a couple of years now and I've been considering a change back to something more 'normal' and I've only gone ahead and booked myself in to do it next week, a lot sooner than planned!
I'm scared now hahaha. It's like an entire change in my identity and I'm wondering how it'll go down on cam. It's a non stop talking point and soon it'll be gone! I'm wondering if I'll maybe appeal to more people appearance wise but then I know I won't stand out as much at first sight. I hope my regs aren't disappointed ahaha.
You can buy a wig to switch back and forth. Wax hair color is another option. It washes right out. I got a jar of blue for my rain priestess look tomorrow. I would hate having to commit to just one hair style.
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I've had really bright hair for a couple of years now and I've been considering a change back to something more 'normal' and I've only gone ahead and booked myself in to do it next week, a lot sooner than planned!
I'm scared now hahaha. It's like an entire change in my identity and I'm wondering how it'll go down on cam. It's a non stop talking point and soon it'll be gone! I'm wondering if I'll maybe appeal to more people appearance wise but then I know I won't stand out as much at first sight. I hope my regs aren't disappointed ahaha.
Your regs will be fine & if new hair gives you new energy that will be the selling point.
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So glad I decided to take them to Funplex for Halloween instead of trolling the streets for knock-off brand candy in random neighborhoods. It's going to be in the 40's all day today! Fuck that. The kiddie party sounds like more fun.
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Divorce papers are signed, notarized, and off to the attorney! Can't wait until the hearing date and the final decree is issued! Been putting it off for over 3 years because of other goals. Gonna start 2020 off right!
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I woke up from the craziest dream- I dreamed that my ex from 2 years ago and I were back together.
I caught him with another woman and I lost my shit in public. My pastor was there and I remember looking at him (my pastor) and told him I didn't care what he saw. Then continued to rage out on my ex and then proceeded to tell the woman that he was with what dirt bag he was. The woman looked like she was in her 60's and she listened to every word I said- like she was taking me seriously.
Waking up I was like wtf?
I fell asleep to a sleep meditation to put myself in a good state.
What confuses the daylight out of me is I have no desire to date and haven't thought of this person in quite some time.
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^^I just had a mixed emotions dream as well with lots of happiness and anger. I am NOT a fighter but I totally and brutally fought in my dream.
I've been told that all the main characters in our dreams represent a part of our psyche. Perhaps you're grappling with something emotionally. Perhaps you're trying to come to terms with some behavior you need to relinquish and you're shining light on it but putting things on blast.
Dunno. Maybe. Interesting dream.
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^^^I believe you are right.
I knew right off the bat what my pastor represented in my dream- it was dealing with ego and self.
Now that I read this I see what other things- the ex cheating on me represented. Lately what's been on my mind is being true to myself. (Thank you for this)
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Man, if I was cruel and sadistic I coulda just made bank. A Findom guy just came through and I had to tell him I'm a sensual Domme and hardly cruel. Fuck...just said goodbye to a shit load of tips.
UGH!
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Man, if I was cruel and sadistic I coulda just made bank. A Findom guy just came through and I had to tell him I'm a sensual Domme and hardly cruel. Fuck...just said goodbye to a shit load of tips.
UGH!
Good for you Miss ShaSha, no amount of money is worth popping your bliss bubble for.
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^^This is true. I don't think it would have felt good or right. I just can't do evil. I feel much better now. Thanks!!!
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Man, if I was cruel and sadistic I coulda just made bank. A Findom guy just came through and I had to tell him I'm a sensual Domme and hardly cruel. Fuck...just said goodbye to a shit load of tips.
UGH!
Honestly just give it a try. I always said it wasn't for me but I'd give it a shot. Now being a cruel and sadistic mistress is a great outlet and I love it. You get almost total control, get nude/masturbate at your leisure (often not at all), think of fun new ways to torture/humiliate subs and really stretch out the show, it's fucking awesome. No one is great at it the first attempt, but with a bit of practice it could easily become another thing that you can offer.
I had a 45 minute show this morning where I sat there with my tits out, spanking a dildo with my crop and explaining the various way I would exploit and humiliate my sub in public, making my low goal in under an hour. It was great- even refreshing!