Thanks!
I might get this one:
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0...TA2LVFXVN&th=1
Or this tapestry:
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0...NDLI3XLK&psc=1
Gorgeous!
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Thanks!
I might get this one:
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0...TA2LVFXVN&th=1
Or this tapestry:
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0...NDLI3XLK&psc=1
Gorgeous!
I got into a stupid texting fight with one of my bosses for one of my per diem gigs. This guy is truly the most arrogant narcissist I've had the displeasure of working with. So many below the belt things were said and I blocked him. Worried now that I'm gonna lose out on unemployment if I'm let go and I'm in school and don't have time to seek a full time job right now. :/
Me tooooo! I'm not high maintenance by any means but I NEED my Botox, lash extensions, and nail extensions. Yes I have falsies, yes I have a gel nail kit but omg WHO the fuck can be bothered with that all the damn time! Took me 3 sodding hours to do my nails and they look like a toddler did them. I want my beauty shops back!!! :(
Me toooooo. I just want my nails back. Nailpolish chips off after one day and I hate it. I just want my acrylics back.
My hair looks like I am blonde with a black helmet on. Lol. Its cool having mousy dark brown/black hair but wanting to be blonde. Lol. I want to bleach my hair myself but I am scared. Lol.
And I want a pedicure. I can't anymore with this pumice stone it doesn't even work bye bye. Give me a real pedicure, with the knives and electric file. Lol.
Weird enough, Botox and filler clinics in my country are.... open . What the hell? Lol. I would say getting a haircut is more essential? Kids need to get a haircut too.
In the UK our government has banned anything 'non essential', so anything beauty related is out including injectables and hair :(
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I decided to go with this one, and it will be here on Monday!
Same here. My roots are coming in and my natural hair is lighter, usually I get it done black and add in funky colour extensions depending on my mood, now it looks like I'm going bald or like grey on the top just looks horrible. I ordered makeup online and hate nearly everything I got. I ordered new lipsticks and hate all of them so annoying becuase none of the products I know I like are in stock or even sold online
I just realize how cringe I feel nowadays, when I have 18 yr olds in my room.
I am 28 and because I have 9 and 10 years younger brothers, I cringe the fuck out of myself when I have customers at that age. I rather prefer to not know, because it makes me wanna kick them out of my room, like.. go and play a computer game kid :))))
I know it's just a phase, because i realize I am approaching the 30's, I realize those who are born in 2000-2002 are adults now and i realize that even my baby brothers are all grown up adults now and I just need to get the feeling of cringe out of my mind.
When did the time fly?:)))))
I just did a 45 min private with a guy. He wanted to meet up, so I was leading him on. I didn’t give him my contact info, but he gave me his. I hope I don’t get in trouble I was just trying to keep him in PVT. He asked me to change clothes for him during the show and talked about flying to see him. Nice guy! (Well as far as I know.) But I would never want to be financially dependent on a guy. Sounds like great sugar daddy material for a younger girl. I’m trying to finish school and get out the game. I swear rich dudes are crazy. I’m not trying to fuck with that. I’ve already had a rich husband and it was HELL getting away from his crazy ass. The money is the hook crazy dudes use. Marry for money pay for life. Besides I think I will marry a rich dude one day, but it’s gonna be when I’m done with school and sex work. Not some guy I met off SM. Damn he’s gonna be mad when I don’t call him. What does he expect...I’m a cam model. It’s not a dating site. My job is literally to manipulate you into giving me money. Sorry. I try to be an honest business person, but these guys give me no choice but to bullshit. What do they expect???
^I think you'll be okay as long as you didn't verbally express any interest in his offer. Blows my mind how many guys leave their contact info or offer to pay for flights to meet me or ask for my REAL NAME. It is strange because it is something I only experience on Streamate, and can only recall maybe once dealing with on Myfreecams.
I think it has to do with the way SM does their advertising. Guys don't necessarily know we are just cam girls and not actually dateable in the real world.
rinse him.
But personally I have learned that for me to maintain the adult entertainer relationship I always am sweetly firm that they can only find me on cam. Some peace out but others have stuck around. I have one that MAY be dying, stilling pulling for it. Some are still quite a bit of emotional labor this way. Every time I have been vague it has bit me in the ass, often when their financial contribution was high.
I have learned to make it apart of my persona that I am all about my business. I love my job and will give you the best cam experience I can but I have no interest in it going further, no matter their wealth. I can relate to your feelings with rich men, been there and find it way too controlling for me to thrive as a person in those relationships.
I will next time. I’m just so broke I wanted that money so badly! Then at the end was like yeah I don’t think I can. He logged off...lol. I think I’ll be okay, but next time I’ll just be blunt. It’s so exhausting trying to beat around the bush. Not to mention it could cost me my livelihood. I probably pushed the limits a bit, but I won’t anymore.
Let’s be real. You know he just wants sex. He’s looking for several sugar babies. He probably has a girlfriend he’s bored of as he’s talking to me. Or his girlfriend is tired of his shit and is trying to exit. These guys aren’t innocent either.
Play the game or get played. I try to not get myself too deep in the game. I’ve had strong boundaries between work life and personal life. That’s probably why I’m not crazy this late in the game. I’ve always made my mental health a priority. I won’t tolerate abuse or do something that doesn’t feel right for me for any amount of money.
This didnt make me cry at all. Nope not one tear. *sobs*
https://youtu.be/6fhuOGlT3L4
Happy Galentine's Day! I put my face in a JIBJAB video. Lol.
https://www.jibjab.com/view/make/tru...5-07eadb6c4d65
Happy Valentine's Day to all you lovely, hard working, motivating, and worthy ladies!!
I’m thinking of changing my schedule to wake up early in the morning. I just feel more productive. So hard for me to wake up early. However even I wake up at 8am and was ready to cam by noon (since I have to workout and such). Go to bed at midnight. Doesn’t seem to be much action after midnight on the weekdays. Maybe on the weekends I could stay up as late as long as I’m making good money.
Same. It's definitely grown on me over the years. Its not just the feel good stuff but also the aesthetic. Hot pinks and red colors together are super charging. Current inspiration Badgalriri. I love easter pastels too!!!
^^^Same. I’m love sweets and especially chocolate and I love pretty aesthetics so holidays that focus around candy and pretty decorations and imagery are my thing. Valentine’s doesn’t even really have anything to do with romance for me, I’ve loved it since I was a kid and I celebrate whether I’m single or not.
^^^It’s very soothing, I like the one you picked a lot.
I'm just here to annoyingly complain about nothing, my throat hurts being in this room running the heat all day long trying to stay warm LOL I probably need a humidifier but I need other things first more
I'm gonna have to start setting aside a few minutes before cam start time to fuck around with the Logitech Brio webcam settings in Logi Capture. *Eye roll* Every damn night I'm ready to start broadcasting on the OBS encoder, and there I am looking all washed out on screen. Then I gotta exit the OBS encoder and go into Logi Capture...mess around with that for a minute, and then go back into OBS to start streaming. Geez, I wish it could just save to where I left it! This wasn't an issue for me with the Logitech C920.
Yes, I seriously just whined about this in three different threads. Lol.