Ohhhh good! Yeah, you had an inkling it'd help. We really do know ourselves.
Nooooo! Nigerian guy turned bad lolll. He's Rwandan & sooooo much healthier. It's been almost 3 months now.
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^^^Damn impressive. You got it goin' on
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Just took a meditation an hour after my lunch break :)
I was starting to get snippy. Did the LOA meditation feeling good.
$38 away from low goal. Earlier it was looking like high goal had some promise. Just going to do my best today
^^You're not the only one who thought it'd be a high goal day. I'm a cambuddy with another SM model who makes about the same as me and does the same hours. She coudln't even hit $100 in 7.5 hrs.
I just got lucky. Yesterday was bad for me and today I lucked out. Hang in there and your best is great enough!!!
^^^ I pushed my high goal today to $300 that's a stretch for me on SM. Low goal is $200 and I getting closer to reaching that
I am just freaking thankful that the site is working like it should.
^^Oh I see. My high is $300 too. I don't always hit it. Shit...you're doing well I'd say. Fuck LOL. It takes me forever to hit $300 sometimes having to meditate for long stretches to deal with the deadness.
Hitting high goal in a few hours is a blessing, but it spoils me for the times it takes 8 hrs to do it LOL.
But seriously, you're killin it!!!
Getting an early start to the day. It's my day off but I want $1k+ so I'm streaming.
This 15 min abundance meditation felt great & my HR really low. I'm chill AF & ready to go the distance:
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My happy ass set an alarm this morning at 6 am to get online earlier this morning. Glad I did :)
Did my morning journaling and scheduled paraliminal on Peak Performance. Healthy breakfast.
Today is a short day. Plan on editing some content this afternoon and then going out to dinner for a friends birthday tonight.
So far this morning is looking good.
^^yessssss!
Must be stressed. Woke from horrible sleep paralysis. I hate SP! Did an 18 min self healing meditation to calm & center, but I'm wide awake now. Oomf, & I gotta train in 3 hrs. Guess it'll be an easy day at the gym.
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Self care today:
Morning journaling
Set Goals for August- going to do proper planning and scheduling this weekend.
Listened to scheduled paraliminal
Upperbody and ab workout.
Post workout shake for breakfast.
Cammed for 2.5 hours then took a break for lunch.
On break uploaded edited content and meditation.
Back on cam for a couple of hours then break again.
Self care for the day
My happy ass woke up before my alarm at 4:35 am
Morning journaling, coffee and listened to scheduled paraliminal New History Generator
Breakfast
Then logged on 3.5 hours on cam- time for lunch and a mental health break :D
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Lunch Break
Lunch
Self Reiki
Back on cam
Worked 1.5 hours
Started feeling some joint pain. Took a nap. Going to go walk to work out the pain before the storms come into night.
Took all day yesterday off as I was seriously burnt out. I went to the gym at 7am then slept at BF house til 4pm!!! He woke me twice to feed me then I went right back to sleep. We spent some time together last night watching comedy, then we both went to bed at 10pm and I woke at 6:45am totally refreshed.
Taking that time off helped and I'm 110% today.
I have decided against the Master Cleanser diet (all liquid) as my BF mentioned an interesting point: lack of nutrients and such low calories will weaken my immune system. I have asthma and getting covid would be deadly. So I'm just eating clean and training hard.
Today is a short day as I'm going to camathon tomorrow.
Meditated after lunch and I feel ready for 3 more hours on cam.
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^^^ He sounds like an absolute gem of a man
Wow. My Thursdays are normally good but today, oooohmahgaaaawd!
I'm taking small breaks in between but I literally want to scream. I've been trying to get online earlier but it doesn't seem to be worth it. It kills me that the camming sucks thread is gone. I needed that in my life. This is my first week back and I'm not getting the "warm welcome" that I was hoping for. Ugh. I need a nap.
Sister, OMG he is!!! You know how you mentioned my manifestations are happening...well, I think I manifested him. I've been reprogramming my subconscious for like 1.5 years for self-love. I have meditated on the LOA manifest miracles which speaks of perfect love and he showed up. YESSSSS...he's everything I want and NEED.
Thank you for noticing!!!
SCREAM sister...it's bad!!! I had to take 2 hrs off to chill cause I was sitting at 3 hrs with $14.80. I was like WTF?!?!?!
Good you're taking breaks cause this shit is upsetting. This week is better than last, but this week is still REALLY SLOW.
I've been meditating A LOT. I feel you.
Today was brutal for me as well- I planned on working 6 hours, only got in 5 hours. Joints started hurting like a mofo. Took a nap and getting ready to go for a walk.
This morning was really slow moving- I think it was about 3 hours in before I broke a $100. I consider myself a pretty patient person but after the numerous amount of long lulls of silence, then bombarded by timewasters I wanted to gouge my eyes out lol.
Sidenote: Baseball games are on now and NBA is about to start or has started.
hired a house cleaner (its cheap where i live)
because i when i am not on cam... i dont want to be spending my time cleaning...
yayyyyyyy
^^NICE!
All day has been self care. I trained well this AM: 55 min where 30 min was indoor cycle & 25 weights. Have eaten clean & hydrated optimally. Meditated twice for a total of 80 min.
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I've done this as I'm camathoning from 10 pm tonight til 12 pm tomorrow. I feel ready & can't wait to drain these boys dry!
^^^^Drain those Wallets Sha! Leave them wanting more ;D
Yesterday and today are self care days.
Felt a bit scattered and restless energy yesterday. Found myself mindlessly on my phone- when I could have been cleaning and doing prep work.
Today is prep work/planning and setting up a doable schedule for the upcoming week.
I feel good about this week- that I am making improvements. I didn't my high goal for the week, but I did make enough to get my bills paid and a bit extra. Also I noticed what to do differently this upcoming week- how much time for workouts and waking earlier. I am meeting my goals or better even if it takes baby stepping.
I am grateful for this forum to use as a tool for accountability and all you badass ladies showing what it takes to crush it and your support and encouragement.
Many thanks and much love!!!
^^Hey, sister...this week has been tough!!! You're doing your best and that counts for a lot.
I have a feeling next week will be better too. I'm going into next week fresh and well rested.
Managed to get all of my prepwork and planning done yesterday.
Meal prep done. I feel I can hit it hard this week. Shooting for streaming 6 hours a day- 5 days this week.
Listened to scheduled paraliminal this morning along with journaling.
Mood: Focused and feel good.
May need to switch my work schedule up as Sundays don't seem what they used to be, but I am sticking with it.
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Lunch break
Streamed 205 minutes/60% to goal
Ate lunch
Took a meditation break then fell asleep
Back on for the rest of my hours and to hit goal.
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End of shift
Streamed 6 hours and made it to goal
Hopefully the weather is nice to get some nature therapy and a treat at the sorbet shop