Ok I finally, after almost 7 months, went back. I've been procrastinating so much, but I made myself go and walked in, they put me up on stage, worked half a shift and am scheduled to work tonight! I was nervous but when I got up there it was like riding a bike. I was so excited.
On a side note:
I don't know what I am going to do about my day job, I've been working as a secretary since I broke my foot and I don't want to just ditch them. It's a very good job, just not enough money. Plus I don't want to leave the stability, if for some reason being a stripper isn't what I want to do. But working from 6:00 in the morning till 4:00 in the afternoon then hitting the club at 6:30 till 1:00 is too hard on me.
Also the boyfriend is not to happy about me going back. Don't know what to say to him to make him feel better.
But on a happy note:
YEAH! I did it! I'm back in action!
Shayden
