Originally Posted by Topaz link=board=1;threadid=10511;start=msg129273#msg129 273 date=1088383274
how does one find happiness...keep it...plan for a better future...and work towards it...when everything around you...is FUCKED UP?....and the only one you can honestly blame...is yourself...
i ask...because i'm struggling y'all...and don't see a way out of the mess that i've made of my life...every day when i wake up...i'm reminded of how badly i've screwed things up...
:ashamed:... :crying:...