Hey, I was just wondering if anyone else on here had a love/hate relationship with food. I know there is a lot of pressure for us to look good.
God knows I am the unhealthiest person imaginable and I also lack control. I have been dieting for the last few months, am on a plateau now and I am feeling awful. This isn't a "oh GAWD I'm too fat to strip! :-( thing. This is a battle with food that I have had since my teens resurfacing. The last time I was like this was in college, when I was both ana-mia and dropped 20 lbs in about 2 months.
I feel desperate and disgusted right now, and I know the only person I should be talking to about this was a counsellor. I just needed to get this off my chest. My family and boyfriend don't understand. They see someone who is so strong and looks good to them but in reality... I'm a slave to this feeling of being disgusting. Sorry about this, like I said just wanted to get it off my chest. Thanks
