Originally Posted by lilithmorrigan
... I want to pretend this divorce doesn't hurt. I want to pretend I'm happy. I want to pretend everything will be okay. I want to pretend my heart isn't falling into the pit of my stomach.
I'm happy with my boyfriend and I have a great life. I am in a different country with a man who treats me great.
I'm afraid if I told my boyfriend how badly the emails and paperwork were hurting me from the divorce lawyers that he'd never understand. He'd think I wasn't happy.
But as much as I love my boyfriend... divorcing my husband hurts so very bad.