New to forum :}a few concerns
New to forum :}
Hello everyone…im new to this forum and would just like to check in … ;)
I have not danced in this industry in about 4 years…I m just now returning….from a long break. There seems to be so many things I have forgotten…while reading everyone’s post its all coming back to my memory…just everyday life in a club such as latex taking forever to dry when your up next on stage…customers asking what your real name and they never believe you, guys trying to suck on your fabulous nipples,dallor dances when all you have the patience for that day is private dances lol!
Well anyways I just wanted to tell you a little about me…I hope I will be welcome here since I have to admit I m a bit nervous about going back… I was at the last club I worked one of the top dancers.
I was just in a position where I needed to leave for numerous reasons:
One being the fact that I was ready to give up the profession for thousands of lifetimes,I couldnt do a dollar dance with out feeling angry.
I had developed a pretty bad drinking addiction and that it was ruining mylife.
So I quit…
I toured the U.S… quit drinking….smoking and don’t do any drugs…
Im a wife and a mother now and have found myself in a major finical bind as well as wanting to come back to the stage I miss…
So im coming back to the dance community. This time I WILL do it right.
This is a business…not a place to be just because…or because it’s a racy job….its a profession that allows of great finical freedoms if we play our cards right and know how to H U S T L E !!!
I guess I feel like this can be a wondering way to pay debuts and dance since I have been in dance since preschool I long for a stage and I have a family …as anyone we live in a material world therefore we have to take care of our physical…
Doing this the second time around I guess I have really contemplated and still contemplating all the facets of being a dancer that I may have over looked.
I know you make as much money as you let yourself most of the time except for the occasional dreaded night when you only make like 100 or 200$ or even less!
>:(
Im not sure what day i will return....im nervous..nervous about doing this smart and not loosing myself in this...
Re: New to forum :}a few concerns
wow, im really proud of you!!!!!!!
it sounds like uhave a great head on yer shoulders. im sure ud do great!
Re: New to forum :}a few concerns
Good for you. Welcome! :) And good luck when yiu get back to it
Re: New to forum :}a few concerns
thanks so much....im excited about coming back