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this is depressing
i'm supposed to be at a party in jersey tonight. too bad the fucking prick who invited me decided to dissappear...again. the first time we were actually dating. the second time, well, that was my fault for assuming he could handle being friends.
i was so excited to go though. it is ridiculously lonely where i live. so i've been wallowing in self-pity all day watching the second season of project runway and cursing myself for ever leaving l.a. and giving up my clothing line.
i picked up an extra shift at work just so i wouldn't have to sit around and do nothing all night. this will be my third week in a row of working 6 shifts. my body was hating me this morning.
i realize this thread borders on incoherant. i am beginning to think i need medication and some form of adult supervision...
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Re: this is depressing
Go buy yourself something nice with the extra money you made working extra shifts. You're not the only girl in America sitting on her duff wondering if that great guy from way back ever thinks of her too.......Life's a b*tch, what can I say. Best wishes.
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Re: this is depressing
^^^ thanks...
and the truth is, a part of me hopes he doesn't think of me ever again. what i'm afraid of is that he will and he will reappear and i will be stupid/masochistic enough to let him back into my life.
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Re: this is depressing
Been there, done that. To quote the wise Dr. Yekhefah, "The best way to get over someone is to get under someone."
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Re: this is depressing
heh, seriously. it has been waaaaayyyyyyy too long in my case and there is no end to the drought in sight :'(