I started dancing 2 months ago, so I'm still new, but I got the hang of it pretty quickly and have not had any really embarrasing experiences or made too many mistakes, other then things that hurt my $ like talking to guys for too long, etc. But today I felt like it was my first day, it was weird. At first I was doing great. Got onstage, did a good set, then immediatly got some lapdances (last 2 days i worked i only got THREE each day for a 5 hours shift thats how bad it was! some girls went home with NONE!) so getting 5 dances in my first hour was huge tonight. Went up on stage again, did another good set, good. Then I found a customer who liked me and another girl who was on stage. He told me he wanted to dance with me but also wanted to dance with her so I suggested both of us at the same time and he agreeed. He said when he saw us he tapped the Mac machine. He also said that he could tap it more if he needed to so I knew that if we made him happy we could get a few dances out of this. When she came around to get her tips, he kept tipping her, etc, and didnt say he wanted a dance but she got the idea so she came around to us when she was done and we went back. I was nervous cause I have only done one other double dance and I didn't know this girl at all and we have very different styles, I can just tell so I wasn't sure what to expect. Being new, I figured I'd take her lead because I didn't kno what she was comfortable with.
We get in there and she kind of took over and just got on his lap and started rubbing her boobs in his face and i was stuck over to the side trying to rub up against his arm and chest but could barely get in. She didn't seem open to me touching her (the last girl I danced with was all over me which I was okay with and it kept the guy buying dances from us) at all so I kept trying to get close to him but not being overpowering like she was. So basically it was like her giving him a dance and me just kind there awkward. Then she let me in and I accidently kneed him in the balls! Eeeek! He was not happy... I have never done that before! I have heard a lot of girls on here say they have done stuff like that once or twice, I know I know, it happens, but I've been so careful to try and avoid it! Eeek, it was embarrassing. Then I crawl up on him and do my thing for a tiny bit and he seemed happy, then it goes back to mostly her and the song is over and he says he wants anther dance but only from her. I knew he was going to say that, it just seemed so obvious. She did give a really good dance but it was so hard to dance with her and so embarrasing putting my clothes on and leaving when she was still there... ughhh, I felt like I had never done a dance before, it was awful I had no clue what to do in there. I have never had a guy be dissatsified with a dance, except the guys that are mad that they cant get extras from me. Like I said, the other double dance I did went great and was very comfortable and I didn't know that girl at all either, just met her when she came up to us, but she was a lot like me so I guess it was easy ::shrugs::
Then I went in the back, and this is stupid but when I paid the housemom who doesn't know me very well (I usually don't work on her days) she thought I was another girl and I said no and said my real name, then realized what I did and said my stage name. It's not that I didn't want her or anyone to know my real name, it's just embarrasing cause it's like the newbie who keeps forgeting her name. I never do that! Piper is so ingrained in me, I have no clue why I said my name. I know its no big deal, it was just the continuating of newbie awkwardness tonight that got to me. There were a few oher things that I don't remember.. I don't know, I just needed to rant cause I hate when I do stupid things!
