I have been feeling a bit down this week and kind of freaked out.
Partly because some guys from my gym came into the club on the weekend and I am pissed off coz I didn't want anyone that I knew to come in.
But I am also wrestling with whether to continue dancing or not.
I just don't feel very happy all of a sudden and I don't know why.
I am kind of having anxiety about it and the only good thing is that I am making good money at the moment.
I spoke to another dancer about it and she said there is such a thing as the 6 month itch for dancers. I have been dancing 5 months now so is there any truth to this theory?
Will this feeling go away? I can't even put it down to anything, I'm not sure why I am all of a sudden feeling like this.
I also have a fear that when I stop dancing I will get post traumatic stress disorder or something - I hope I am just being melodramatic here. I have heard of ex-prostitutes getting PTSD. I work in an air-dance club so I don't even know why i think it would happen.
Ahhhh what's wrong with me?

