I do best when I work Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday. If I work more than two days in a row, I get really crabby and I hate everyone. This goes TRIPLE at the new bar I've been dancing at this week. It's nearly all stage, which I don't like; there's a lot of hassle from the customers, lapdances are nearly impossible to sell, I have to maintain a lot of lies which takes a lot of effort, and basically I come home after every shift feeling exhausted and beaten.
I still need to make $500 to be okay for this week, and I just worked three days in a row. Today is day four. Being honest, I am NOT going to make that at this place. $200 is an amazing day at this bar (yesterday I worked my ass off for $75). I'll go someplace better once I finish losing weight, but I'm too chunky for rich men at the moment. So I'm stuck here.
I DO NOT want to go in today. I'm tired, I'm sore, and I'm extremely irritable. I do really need money, but I know I'm not going to make the $500 I need, so what's the point? And I know when I do go in, I'm not going to want to talk to anyone or dance at all. I'm just going to snap and bark at people and sit in the dressing room playing Tetris on my phone.
How do you snap out of this?? What can I do to have a decent day at work and MAYBE get to enjoy myself over the weekend?

