I was just wondering if any of you girls ever had an eating disorder from dancing 2 make more money or just to look better than another dancer?
I'm asking because I recently had one.. I was trying to out beat this other younger dancer than me who was nothing but 19 and she had abs to die for and was cleaning up!
So me being me I fasted for 30 days ran 2 miles a day and did tons and tons of sit ups and I lost 35lbs but man one day I was talking to my mother and she told me mija you look awful you look like you haven't eaten in days and I said I haven't for 30 days and she made me realize that its okay to have hips and not have my abs pop out like a 19 year olds.
So for the first time I'm eating clean again and workout still but I had to realize that man sometimes you get caught up in the hype with young hollywood and the pairs hiltons and lindsay logans that I can never imagine growing up as a young girl in this generation what pressure!
Just needed to vent to a few friends who has been in my shoes before love you all!

