Soo... this summer completely BLEW for me. Due to a few regs, and not really travelling to super $$$ spots, it has made me lazy and reluctant to continue in the biz.
But I want to. I had a two really good customers who kinda shook my hustle up a bit. I didn't have to work that much, so I didn't, but now that they are kinda done with me or vice versa, getting back in the game is uber frustrating.
My home club is extremely high contact and ridden with x-tras (CR mostly), and a LOT of drama, I've worked there too long and have too many 'accomplices' that work has become draining and I never look foward to it. This woman hates this woman, this woman robbed me, this woman that this woman this etc etc. It totally gets in my head and takes away from my game.
My girlfriends are planning to go to vegas soon and all want me to go. Unforunately, I'm questioning myself whether it will make me or break me. Big cities I'm used to-- but all the hype about vegas makes me anxious.
I'm thinking maybe some new stripper clothes, invest in my appearence to make me feel better will give me some of my mojo back. An other suggestions? And has anyone else ever felt this way?



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good luck!

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