OK..I'm going to preface this by saying that I KNOW it's all in my head so please nobody take offense.
Because of my health issues I take painkillers on a fairly regular basis. Not all the time...but whenever things flare up, which is fairly often.
My issue is people who take painkillers for fun. I dont know why this bothers me...it isnt like there is a finite amount and they are taking anything away from me. I dont usually give a crap what other people choose to do...your body your choice. I only care when it affects me. And this doesnt. So I dont know why it irritates me so much.
The only thing I can come up with is:
1)whenever the girls at work find out I have a script for painkillers they bug up my ass to get some. Then get all pissy with me when I wont give/sell them any. I try REALLY hard not to let anyone at work know....but once in awhile they find out. I'm not a fucking drug dealer, I dont take them to get high..I take them for HORRIBLE PAIN. They dont even get me high. I dont even get to have the fun part you get.So piss off junkie.
and 2) I think I just really resent that I HAVE TO take so many pills every day. SO when someone does it who doesnt HAVE TO...its almost like they are mocking what I go through. I KNOW they arent. It has nothing to do with me...but I cant help it. It's as if someone suddenly thought chemo drugs were fun and started passing them around. Someone who actually has cancer might feel odd about it.
This is really hard to explain.
Plus I HATE being made to feel like a drug addict when someone finds out that I take them.
I dont know what the point of this is.
Again..anyone here who takes pills recreationally...I dont mean to offend. I know this is my issue, not yours.


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