I am becomming obsessed with the Galapagos Islands.
I plan on visiting as soon as I know enough Spanish to get around.
I'm starting my savings sccount for the trip...I wanna go for a month.
Lately, I've been daydreaming of moving there. I'm craving a simple life. Moving to a different country, starting life over, living simply on a beautiful island.
I think when my boyfriend and I break up in a few years I want to leave the country. I think I want to move to an island, and be on a beach. I don't know yet if moving to Ecuador is the best idea, I havent even begun to research...but the more I think abotu it, the more appealing moving to a different nonenglish speaking country is to me.
Is this crazy?
I'm just so tired of Vegas, I hate the desert, I hate the way of life here, focus on looks, money, partying..I crave simplicity, a life where noone cares how I look, a life where I can act myself...I feel so fake here. I feel like I'm pretending to be someone I'm not.
Maybe this is why I colored my hair so drasticially. I'm just craving change.
I don't belong here. This is not the life for me. I'm living someone else's life.
Wow. I just got to the whole source of my depression, my out of place feeling, why I lost my stripper self....I just found the root of it all. I lost myself.


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about the galapagos, i mean!
or vacation, rather.
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