My title sounds a bit suicidal, huh? It's not. Sometimes or actually alot of times I'll be lying in bed trying to fall asleep and I'll start thinking about death. I know that it's inevitable and that everyone I love and care about are going to die someday. Maybe sooner than they're supposed to. It makes me have panic attacks. I hate to think that one day my daughter could just be taken from me or that my boyfriend may die before me, etc.. I know it's horrible to live my life like this. But does anyone else's minds ever wander to death? Doesn't it upset you guys that everyone you know IS going to die? I mean I don't force myself to think about this stuff. It's one of those things that stem from me looking at my boyfriend when he's sleeping and thinking about how much I love him. Then I start thinking about how horrible it would be to lose him and then everyone follows. Lotsa rambling, sorry!



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