Honestly, "terrified" isn't the right word, but it's the first word that comes to mind.
In a few hours I'm heading to amateur night for the club I want to work at. I applied there last night and thank goodness the girls I met were very nice and sincere. On my way out I heard one behind me go, "Ooo, she is cute!" to another girl which was a huge confidence booster on the drive home. I don't know if there is really a difference, but I am also relieved the manager is a female.
I don't have to win, it's just for them to see me, but I will be alone. I just keep thinking, "its okay, everyone looked like a jackass their first time!" to calm me down. It's all rainy out and in the shower all I was imagining was other girls not showing up and I just have to dance to win.![]()



Honestly, "terrified" isn't the right word, but it's the first word that comes to mind.
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