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i have had no contact with my family for about 7 years now. my choice for many various reasons. to much to get into on here i think.
my mom past away 20 years ago leaving me, 2 brothers ,1 sister and my father.
i have a friend that keeps in contact with my family, so about 2 weeks ago i found out my father had lung and liver cancer. well i guess my friend gave my sister my number because she left me a voice mail last night that my father has died.
I'm a bit of a mess i don't know what to think or feel or do. my sister wants me to call her and i guess come to the Funeral. i feel for her i could tell she was shook up and hurting. [ she is the only decent one out of the whole family ] i don't care to see anyone or talk with anyone in my family.
I'm having trouble coming to grips with my thoughts and feelings.
i doubt any of this makes sense and i had no real point for this post. but it was scream or type.
but for now its get drunk time.



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well well the old man left me in his will. its not a ton of money but ill be getting a check each year for the next 3 years.



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