K, I need some motivation.
Some of you on the board actually work with me and you know what it's been like lately at the club.
Some of you just know...
Anyway. I'm in a HUGE slump! I hardly work anymore. And I haven't worked out in forever because I've associated working out with going to work. I make excuses. I'm totally lame.
I've sat down and logically thought it through. I don't want a "regualr" job right now. It wouldn't work with scheduling and money. I know (logically) that dancing makes the msot sense right now. That I could keep going for a year, save up and finish learning web design and marketing and then I could move on....
But. I. Can't. Go.
When I get to work, I bust my ass. I'm not broke right now, no one is starving...but I'm certainly not in a good position. So when I do go to work, I work hard. But ugh....
What is wrong with me? I'm fighting this and fighting this, until I cave and HAVE to go. I need to get my head on straight or figure something else out.
Any thoughts, anyone who can relat? Anything?
I don't like feeling like a flake or loser. And right now that's what I feel like. I want to heed my own advice and "suck it up and just get the job done" but it's not working. Would one of you ladies Puh-Leaze come and kick my ass into gear?



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