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    Angry gaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Depressed and antisocial

    Any of y'all get like that? I just hit a crash point today, it WAS going so well, i wrote a few pen pal letters, got some sewing stuff ready, watched a movie, and then it.... hits........

    Booom. SO sad it hurts to breathe and i can't finish my sewing and don't want to cook dinner. don't even want to hold the dog. just feel so sick and helpless.

    Hands have been hurting, i finally got a stronger painkiller for them, but painkillers really worry me so i haven't beeen able to talk myself into taking any, except for one last night. Hurts to move them, letter writing and pattern cutting was excruciating, yet i HAVE to keep doing it, like i'm afraid to stop! Dont want to be a bum and just spend the rest of my tendonitis aggravation in bed.

    WTF does this happen to me?
    Urck.

    Doesn't help that the guy i had been flirting with is so on-and-off that its hard to tell WTF is happening... He'll be all apologetic and clingy in person, and then after he leaves, he won'tcall for days, even if he's already TOLD me he'd call. I hate people who assume i have nothing better to do than sit around and wait for their call. If your interested in me, SHOW IT, by respecting my time, and not expecting me to continually be chasing you, or that i'll JUST HAPPEN to be there when you're ready.

    Fuck i hate people.

    But this REALLY can't be healthy-there's only 1 or 2 people i see outside of work... other than that, i've completely isolated myself. I think i like it that way, but it doesnt seem like it's a good thing.

    I need some green tea.

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    Quote Originally Posted by needtodance View Post
    Hands have been hurting... letter writing and pattern cutting was excruciating, yet i HAVE to keep doing it, like i'm afraid to stop! Dont want to be a bum and just spend the rest of my tendonitis aggravation in bed.

    Tell me you use an ergonomic computer keyboard? I had lots of pain--forearms and wrists, actually--before shifting to one about 8 years ago.

    Meantime, hope you feel better. I know who distracting that pain can be. I didn't want to type or do anything with my hands...

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    Yeah...I got a haircut this morning, and it was a bad experience...She was just a really nasty bitch, yanking my hair around, telling me how awful it was...Then she cut off 4 inches (!!!) when I told her very clearly that I only wanted a slight trim...I was like "woah, haha, it's kinda short!" She was going to f-ing cut even more off to layer it to hell, and I said "uh, please, actually...my hair is very straight hanging, and I just want a a trim" (all I ever asked for). She rudely whipped off the plastic apron, and said "FINE. Just a TRIM". So with my wet, way shorter hair (dammit, I like my hair long), I angrily paid and left. Everyone was so mean.

    And then I got home and lost my mind. But locking myself in the closet, screaming, slapping my fists against the wall...I mean, I felt four, but afterward I felt over it.

    I know this isn't the same, but I was wondering the same thing today...why do I hate everybody, and why I am so isolated? Just got to find some outlet.

    Have some tea! It should help. I hope you feel better soon! And I don't hang out with many people anymore, outside of work, school, riding...I maybe should, but not everyone is happy being a social-butterly, you know? I sometimes find people so exhausting.

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    Keyboards not really ergonomic, but typings never been what bothered it. More handwriting, or cutting, or playing piano...

    I bet I'll be able to limp through my sunday shift, and will need all the recovery time to get through next thursdays. Thankfully I have hte days off.

    I bet i'm barely going to be able to hold the pole, let along perform with it, and that i'm going to have difficulty writing or typing. My hands are swelling and its been getting worse FAST for a week or so.

    PLEASE tell me i've hit bottom!

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    It sounds like the pain could be stress related? I don't know much, but I do know that stress and depression make for dramatically lowered pain-tolerance. I had a shrink tell me my IBS is related to depression. It really fucks up the body's normal resistance to pain and other ailments...which just..doubly sucks.

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    I'm sure the stress isn't helping, but it IS one of my chronic health issues, so i wouldnt blame it on it. Everythng is just really freaking overwhelming me ATM. hand problems make me feel so helpless. Like i truly have difficulty cooking or cleaning, and i COULDNT fight my way out of a bad situation since its hard to close my hands on objects. Turned the heat in my apartment off since its cold outside and the numbness is somewhat relieving. I truly hate this.

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    NTD-Have you tried naproxem (Aleve) for your tendonitis? My doc just prescribed me some for my suspected achilles tendonitis for the inflammation. I'm taking 500mg 2 time/day.

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    Yep, I've been on and off of naproxen for years for the swelling... i don't get much of an effect from it though, medicating me is like medicating a horse. I dont notice an effect when I take it.

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