argh... this afternoon i have to sit my university entry test. and i'm completely fucking freaking out about it. my anxiety is going crazy but i can't take my ativan because it makes me too sleepy and spaced out.
why did i only apply for one course?! why didn't i put the one i want as my first preference, and something really easy to get into as a second choice so i could do that and transfer next year?!
i KNOW i'm smart enough to pass. but it's been so long since i've been in an exam environment, and i guess i'm just stressing because this test pretty much decides the rest of my life.
blllaaarrrghgh so stressed. once this test is over i want to go out and get wasted and get tattooed.


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