My ex from years ago always wants to see me when he visits my city. I agreed to see him like two years ago.
He's visited a couple of times over the past several months still asking to see me. I don't understand why. We parted on good terms I guess. I moved to another city (after first moving in with the other guy I'd been dating).
He's in town this weekend celebrating his birthday and I don't feel like heading out. It's cold. I'm not pining to see him. Last time I saw him I slept with him and it sucked. I'm not attracted to him anymore at all. He's a cool guy. Very cool in fact. But, I don't feel like seeing him this weekend.
I turned off my cell phone. I know he's going to call. I have no good excuse. He gave me 2 weeks advanced notice that he'd be in town this weekend and that he really wants to see me.
I just needed to vent. I guess it's ot too big of a deal but I don't know what to do. I don't feel like leaving my toasty apartment and my apartments a wreck so I'm not game for having company either.



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