I dont want to get out of bed. Like....ever. I feel like crap and just the thought of going to the mailbox throws me into a panic attack...and while I'm on TWO anti anxiety drugs...they dont seem to be having any affect.
Somehow I manage to pull it together at work and play smartass party girl. But the second Im out...I crash again.
I am sure my husband is getting annoyed with me. All day every day I cat bring myself to do anything. With him or without him. So I havent cleaned the house at all..I dont want to cook dinner...I dont want to even go to a movie. I literally lie in bed all the time. The only reason I pull it together at work is because I HAVE to. I need to make money to pull myself out of the hole I'm in.
Tell me I"m not alone. That I'm not the only one who gets like this. Tell me it will pass and I'll feel normal again...


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