Hey ladies,
As some of you might know, I plan on dancing again. I have been with my boyfriend for a year and half now. The first time I danced I told up frony. He was cool and understanding. Now that I am seriously thiniking about dancing again, of course I told him. Except I can tell by the tone of his voice he is not happy happy joy joy about it. I asked how he really felt. He responded by telling it is ok to dance, but he wants a better job for me. So in all fairness I listen to his suggestions. The main thing is you need a degree or a license to get into the jobs he suggested. I am about to start my second semester and I am double majoring in Japanese and film production. I have a pretty full schedule as is.
Part of the reason why i want to dance again is to help out my family. Granted, if they ever found out my mother would in to that crazy religious mom from Carrie. Christmas is going to suck from my end this year. I am planning to start after Christmas. My boyfriend knows my situation about my family. He knows I have a big heart and help when I can.
I thinking to myself , the reason why he was ok with me dancing is because I was overseas when danced. Now that I am back stateside he is kind of spazed out. I told him I am dancing to disrespect you. It is a job. I sell a fantasy that is it.
Maybe I am over reacting. He was not mad at me, he is concerned. I do feel like he has a double standard. If I am dancing in Japan, ok. Cali, not ok. WTF?
I'm already nervous as is. So, what do you ladies think?![]()
*Kisses*
Fire Kitten





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