i was staying away from this thread for a few reasons, but here i am.
tuesday night at a party i rolled, and i felt slightly out of it the rest of the week til today. today i felt back to normal. and that meant the anxiety came back. what the hell? i was so fine all week, which is strange, because you would think drugs would make it worse.
i dont like the way i feel right now.




I'm trying to calm myself, but it's not working...I was at a point where I thought I had it under control and I was accepting what I can and cannot do. Remember that "how to fight stress and be happy" thread I wrote? I've lost that state of mind.

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