
Originally Posted by
Kaylinn
I have been workign very hard to remain positive, keep only good thoughts in my head, and go to work. I have worked a few nights so far, and I've ranged form really good to really bad, but on the bad nights I told myself atleast I went and tried.
But this weekend, I'm back to my old shit of making excuses. What if the clubs to slow, what if I don't make money....it's like I got soo wore out trying not to allow negative thought into my head, my brain just overloaded and broke down and I can't keep them out anymore.
I didn't work ysterday, and it's verydoubtful I'll work today since it's already 4am. Kinda late to be getting started.
How do you keep negative thoughts from creeping into your brain?
I do not want to slide down the path of depression again. I fight it every single day and I don't know how long I can kep it up before it just gets to hard or to tiring....
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