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    So in a couple of hours I am going to my old club. I am so loathing this, but I need to work. I've heard it's gotten really ghetto and there are several reasons I left (one of those reasons used to be a dancer but now apparently she's MANAGEMENT!), but I'm desperate. The thing I am the most afraid of is that I might get back my old drug habit. It's too easy there, they don't give a fuck what you do, and it's so easy to hide it. I hope my old enablers aren't there anymore, maybe I can avoid it.

    But I'm just going to check the place out, not work. At least not tonight. If things are really bad, I may just have to find me a day job.

    I'm super spoiled, and that's why I don't think I'll do well with a day job now. I always say, "There's no money like titty bar money." And it's so true. But a day job can't be that bad, right?

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    Please be careful not to get back into drugs. You owe yourself better.

    A day job is not bad at all. I love my day job and I just dance once a week to supplement my income. Maybe you could do something similar if you don't want to dance full time?

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    Default Re: Going Backwards

    I wish I had words of encouragement, unfortunately that would make me a hypocrite. Stay strong, I know it's hard, I'm weak

    Anyways, this manager that used to dance, won't that cause some additional stress??

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    whats wrong with the club youre at now?

    all im going to tell you is that i started doing coke again when i went back to clubs i used to do it at. the people know you do it, you know where to get it, you know you can get away with it, and simply being in that environment is going to make you crave it. i really dont think you should do it.

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    Well the 'manager' I think is just sucking all the right dicks and that's how she got that job. I personally think she needs to put her shoes on for a night and remember where she came from. I can already hear in my head all the bullshit she's gonna try to pull on me.

    I got fired from my club last Monday. Because I agreed to a schedule, and bailed on it because I've been sick. I can go back after a month, but I have a fine and I don't even know what it is yet. I'm too stubborn to want to go back to work for the asshole that fired me because he was on a power trip. I could suck it up and go back, but I need money before then. So I've got to work soon and I don't know if I'm gonna dance or get a 'real job'.

    Even if I get a day job, I won't get a paycheck for FOREVER. I'm used to going home with cash four days a week.

    And I think I'm trying to tell myself there wont' be drugs, but I know if even one of my old cohorts is there, I'm not going to be strong enough. But maybe that's okay if it's only temporary!

    AHHH I'm thinking like crap already, I hate this!

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    um that is not okay. and you know it. and you know damn well how upset you'll be when you do it.

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    ^I KNOW BUT I NEED MONEY!!!


    My bf told me he doesn't care if I sit on my ass like a housewife and don't work. He can more than pay the bills without me, but I like to shoooopppppppp!!!

    Anyways I went up there and there is no way I would be able to work there. I just know it would make me sad every day then I'll be cracked out again, and I'm no good to anyone that way. I saw a girl up there I used to work with and she just assumed I had some on me, or I would call someone for her. It's really nice that people automatically associate me with coke. Makes me feel real nice and fuzzy on the inside.

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    you want to risk falling back into a serious drug habit so you can shop? I really don't mean to be rude...I really just hope you'll think twice.

    Edit: Really glad you're not going back. That place sounds like trouble.

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    um and needing money? ok well then thats not the place for you because you will be SPENDING your money on drugs.

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    Quote Originally Posted by PrettyCurlieQ View Post
    Anyways I went up there and there is no way I would be able to work there. I just know it would make me sad every day then I'll be cracked out again, and I'm no good to anyone that way. I saw a girl up there I used to work with and she just assumed I had some on me, or I would call someone for her. .
    Sounds like a smart decision. Stick with it.

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    Default Re: Going Backwards

    go travel, or get a day job, or take your boyfriend up on his offer and take this month as a breather from your bad habit of shopping.

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    Shopping and material things are great, but if you don't have your health, then nothing matters.... and needless to say, drugs are going to eventually effect your health.
    Good choice. I hope you stick to your guns!

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