I just ordered my stripper pole.
Yeah, i pulled the money from savings, but i REALLY need something to get my motivation up for working.
Since i got back in town, its like its gone from bad, to worse. I WANT to be up and dancing and playing on the pole, andi want to be doing it enough to tone up a bit more.
And learning a few new tricks.
But somehow, i haven't been able to drag my sorry tush into any clubs to say hi, and see how PDX money is. Procrastination will END friday, since i'm on the schedule... but still...
It may even be in town and set up before my sister gets here. I'm of mixed feelings about htat. I want it ASAP, but even though she KNOWS what i does, i dont know what a good idea it is to "flaunt" it.
Oh well, its removable and hopefully by then I'll have the gist of taking i t down, so i can remove it if i still feel insecure.
I hate spending large blocks of money... i had a panic attack hitting the submit button.
Urck.




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