Hello everyone. I have kind of a confession... I've been a silent member of this site for a long time. I didn't have anything useful to offer, so I didn't post anything until last week, when I asked for advice on LA clubs (thanks so much to the ladies who helped me out) but after my first night at an LA club (Friday), I think I'm going to need some kind of support system. I tried to do a second night at the club, but had to just turn around and come home because I started crying on the way there!! I was prepared to deal with low money and high hustle/contact, and knew from reading posts on here that the atmosphere would be less than pleasant, but.... I don't even know how to describe it. I've danced around clubs in the midwest for two years that were high hustle/contact and have always been confident, happy, and a good money-maker. I love this job, and have learned to deal with what I thought were all kinds of negative people and situations. One night in the valley and I'm reduced to feeling sick and miserable. I really had good intentions to go try it again tonight, but just couldn't. Ack. I know I just need to keep looking and I'll find a club I can work in, but Friday was just so horrible. I'm an emotionally strong, stable person, but you must have to have your soul coated in titanium to keep it intact in the clubs around here. I have a million times more respect for you ladies that have prevailed.
So.... that's my rant. Thanks for listening. I don't have anyone to talk to out here, so to be able to type this out where at least one person will probably read it and sympathize helps a lot. I'm going to drink a bottle of wine and spend quality time with my cat.



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yeah... la = not ftw.

to all the LA girlies.



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