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So what!
So, earlier I wrote a thread ( in the lounge, about how sucky I'm doing it school), now I'm pretty drunk. I have a few things to say. #1: I love you girls! I rarely post, but I want you all to know that I love and respect all of you. And, sad to say, as much as I think I know about you (alot, I think, as i read almost every post everyday), I don't think that you know all that much about me. Ask away if you feel the need?!
P.S. I feel so dorky to admit that I'm currently listening to "Low" and "The Sweetest girl", and "Piece of me" by Britney Spears (I know, I know, but I like it).
#2: I haven't read diablo cody's book, sorry, but I have to say that Lily Burana's book was really disappointing when I read it. Sorry, I know that I'm supposed to love it, according to many. But it really sucked! No real interesting stories and the writing style was over dramtasized (wrong spelling).
#3: My man (aka sugar daddy that I think I fell in love with, so wrong, I know as well) was just over. Hanging out with him makes me so insecure intellectually (he's a harvard among other universities, grad) but I feel so amazing in the sexy department with him. Thus, asking the question, if I'm so good at what I love to do (being sexy) what's the point with everything else? Like school? Do you know what I mean? Could I get by for the rest of my life by being sexy? Then going to school when I feel like it again?
#4: For many reasons, including the above, I feel like dropping out of school. For now. I've always been so concerned with "security", yet as secure as i make myself, I'm still unhappy. Ahhhh.
Sorry for the rant guys, but I'm drunk and should be studying instead.
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Re: So what!
go to bed...everything will be better when you're not drunk anymore....
actually it'll be after the hang over....
lol
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Thanks! That made me giggle. And feel better for a minute.
But, sadly, I don't think it will be any better once the hang over is over. I'm the honest when drunk type.
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I think you are just going through a rough patch. something you have to remember is...WE ALL HAVE INSECURITIES! we all do and that's something we all have to deal with.
but I have some points of view:
1. I like "Piece of me" I like Britney Spears, the performer.
2. I have no idea who the hell is diablo cody of lily burana! No comments on this one.
3. falling in love with a sugar daddy is a no-no! but you know...there's always an exception to each rule. Try to see the positive and make the best out of it. See how he feels...you know...the best love stories always have the most random beginnings. And you know...we all have our strengths and weaknesses, the trick is getting the best out of your strengths. Just because you are not smartest person on earth does not mean you have to drop out of school. Follow your dreams and always give your best. If you fail you'll still have the satisfaction of your biggest effort, but if you don't try, then you'll always be haunted by the "what if" ghost.
Go to bed and remember that you don't have to be smartest person to succeed in life.
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