I never have good day everytime i think things are going well i get kicked back down. I feel like my existince is just one big joke and the pain of my life will never end. why i an here i am tierd of living in this world i want it to end. Today was just the last straw no matter what i do its never enough i want to curl up and die i am tierd of being in this joke of a life i am always someone puchline noone ever see me for anyting other then someone to kick around.



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is in order. You must be so stressed and exhausted. I don't know what it's like to be huge and pregnant AND taking care of other kids but I think I will one day and I hope I don't lose my shit! I'm sure you're a great mom and you are doing everything you can. Pat yourself on the back for that. It's a hard job.


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