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    I never have good day everytime i think things are going well i get kicked back down. I feel like my existince is just one big joke and the pain of my life will never end. why i an here i am tierd of living in this world i want it to end. Today was just the last straw no matter what i do its never enough i want to curl up and die i am tierd of being in this joke of a life i am always someone puchline noone ever see me for anyting other then someone to kick around.

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    Oh honey..I really hope this is the hormones talking. Just think...you will soon have a gorgeous perfect little baby in your arms..look forward to that. Keep busy and know you are loved and we are here for you.

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    I'm worried about you. Esp. with your due date so close. The weeks after you give birth hormones can really drop and cause depression. It sounds like you already are going through a rough patch. Are you still feeling alone? You've mentioned problems in your relationship before...is it that?
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    krchab, i am sending you a hug. I have also been worrying about you lately. It must be hard to be in your situation. Are you still alone with the kids? Do you have access to a doctor, hospital, counselor, etc? Because I think it would help you to reach out to someone right now, and not just us on the internet, because as much as we love you, we're far away and can't be as helpful as we might like.

    Do you have friends to talk to? Or family you can call? I know it seems dark right now, but I hope you can see a light.

    I don't want to sound like one of those "it's the pregnancy hormones" people, but has it been like this for a while? Is it worse with your husband gone? Can you think of a time you were happy and what was going on in your life when you were happy?

    I hope you are able to find some peace sweetheart. I know how it feels to be so alone and sad. Please reach out to someone if you can!

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    Oh hunny!! Your going through such a rough time right now, I can't imagine how you feel. We are all here for you. I hope you feel better soon *hugs* Just think a few more days and you'll have a wonderful new bundle of joy in your arms

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    hey k99, my hubby is in iraq, and i found out i was pregnant a few weeks after he left, my whole pregnancy i was alone and in a horrid horrid situation living with my controlling and psychological abusive parents. I had my baby in october, so if you need someone to talk to or anything, you can pm me.

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    Yes I know how you feel, but you just have to keep going and show them your stronger than they are!!!
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    Don't worry, black holes have to end somewhere. And you might get a cat in the process.

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    I love sw so much Thank you for your support i realy feel like a have a little online family that is always there when i need them this website is truely am amazing community of ppl. I am trying to take care of the issues i am having i contacted the chaplin of my hubbys unit. I am looking forward to the baby there is light at the end of the tunnel i know atleast one happy moment is coming my way. Thank you agine you just can't imagne what a few kind posts can do for my mood.

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    Have you spoken to your doctor about post-partum depression? Seems like you're at risk.

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    I'm glad you contacted someone. We're all here for you, but sometimes it helps to have someone nearby (they are nearby, aren't they?)

    You are dealing with a lot right now. No wonder you are feeling so overwhelmed. Is anyone coming to help you when the baby arrives?

    Stay strong. Don't let the negativity get you down. Focus on the positive things in your life and don't hesitate to call for help.

    The hard times make us stronger. We're here for you. I'm sending you a big hug and don't worry. It'll get better.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Yekhefah View Post
    Have you spoken to your doctor about post-partum depression? Seems like you're at risk.
    Yes! Please do this. You might get all better when that angel is placed in your arms...but you might not and its better to be prepared.

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    First of all - a is in order. You must be so stressed and exhausted. I don't know what it's like to be huge and pregnant AND taking care of other kids but I think I will one day and I hope I don't lose my shit! I'm sure you're a great mom and you are doing everything you can. Pat yourself on the back for that. It's a hard job.

    Agreed about the doctor visit too. I really wish you had more of a support network there. Do you have ANY family or friends who can come over and help, or just have a cup of tea with? This is going to be so important during those first two weeks postpartum. Please don't hesitate to come here and get some SW love, but I hope we are not the only resource you have.
    Please take care and keep us updated. You have SOOO much to live for!

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    I can't say what anyone hasn't already said.

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    Good luck! You've got a lot of great people behind you and lots of positive vibes headed your way.
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    Awww hunny.

    Just wait until that perfect beautiful pink face is looking up at you in a couple weeks. Theres nothing in the world more magical than that feeling.

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    Yeah, I'm sure it's not easy being in your shoes right now. Good luck with the chaplin, and don't be afraid or embarassed to see a doctor about post partum depression after you have your baby. I know you're gonna have your hands full and you're gonna deserve some time to clear your head and talk to someone.

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