When you feel like this, is it better to force yourself to go or just stay home and relax and rest for the next night?
I just don't feel like working tonight. My schedule is set back to stripper mode.. sleeping from 4-12, starting to get ready for work (showering,shaving,packing,riding in taxi) at 3, and then working from 5-12 or 6-close depending... It's like I seriously have THREE hours of my day to do anything I want to accomplish and three hours really isn't that long...I usually end up just reading a book or hanging around my apartment drinking tea and posting on stripperweb. and then get ready to go to work.
So... should I stay or should I go? I'm a perfectionist and I always feel like I'm being lazy and not good enough if I don't work. I work every OTHER day, not every day, so it's not like i'm over-working myself. I'm not a full time student either, just part time- 8 credits, so those two classes and dancing are all i have going on right now at all. It should'nt be too much.
edit : I just wanted to add that it sucks I don't feel like working right now because my boobs are huge due to PMS, a full cup size larger..![]()


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