Okay...I don't like to admit it, but I smoke WAY too much. Just one glance into my trash can and you can see like 10 torquoise packages from Marlboro Smooths. I wish I would have never found these! Before I smoked Marlboro Lights and I would smoke like 2 a day. One before work and one after. When I started smoking Smooths I ended up loving them so much that I can't stop constantly wanting one. I smoke right when I get up. While I drink my coffee in the morning. While I drive to work in the morning. On my break. On my lunch break. As soon as I get off work I smoke like 3 on the way home. Then one when whichever friend calls me to chat about the day after they get off work. One or two while I watch Law and Order. One after I work out. Like three before I go to bed. So almost a pack a day. I haven't been eating nearly as much as I used too so now whenever I'm hungry instead of eating I have a cigarette. I don't necessarily want to quit. But how do I get out of this stupid habit of not being able to function without a cigarette in my hand? I could stop smoking this brand and only allow myself to by something I don't like - but then I wouldn't like it and I get all annoyed and just think about wanting these so I just buy them and say I'll pace myself but then I don't.
Shit. I want one right now.
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