recently i quit my old club and i'm starting a new one, but it always takes so long to make myslef go in! i get so NERVOUS!! When i started my old club it took me two weeks to muster up the courage to go in.. i got made up and packed every day for two weeks, only to end up sitting around watching tv saying "it's too late! they don't want to start a new girl tonight/today!!" i'm not nervous about the actual job, i like it, it's just going in for the first time sux!! the wierd part is, even after i am used to a club and like being there, i still get extra nervous, tense and stressed before going in every day and a lot of times i feel like i have to convince myself extra hard just to work, but when i get there, i am all relaxed and happy.. what gives?? is this some kind of weird social disorder? am i weird? do any of you girls feel unnecessarily stressed about going in? what can i do?![]()



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Just take deep breaths and realize it's really not a big deal youre just there to work like its any old job you dont have to prove anything to anyone.


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