Ok I had my wisdom teeth pulled and were painfully impacted soo I had a diet of drugs/more drugs, badyfood, protien shakes and anything soft, but it all hurt and I was unhappy eating that when I'm used to real food so basicailly for 2weeks I dropped weight I didn't even have to lose as I'm 5'5' and 118 at about 8% tbf which also postponed my period.
Anyhow I can't say how happy I was when my face nolonger looked like I was hit by Mike Tyson, I could eat semi normally and go back to work. Only my body really wasn't ready for it--hell it was the 1st time in a week I had something that I didn't just pee out and on top of getting my monthly it was the 1st time ever that doing my set and a few lapdances kicked my ass. My boss noticed and asked if I was out of shape becuz normally I'm a power house, but really even though my customers didn't notice it I knew I wasn't up to speed and I was having problems keeping up w/ my routine to the point I thought i was going to passout on stage.
However a few customers were like wow u lost some weight and you should keep doing whtever you are doing. Yes fine my abs looked like steel since really ussually I keep it well feed as i eat 4-6times a day, plus snacks=junk food ect and so it's nice to be able to see my 6pack in 3d however the pain my body is in and now weak I feel is soo not worth it.
I don't like bone thin girls or buble heads, but I've always been fit and toned and I don't get why looking weak and sickly could ever be encouraged i know that in another week of almost straving my body would have had to eat thur my abs and I wouldn't even have my ass that I'm so proud of however I guess there is a difference between those that don't know better and some1 like myself or my boss that considers that kind of weight loss being totally out of shape.I for 1 can't wait till my body is back to norm and I go back to eating like and feeling like the wild Beast I am. F--- baby food and protien shakes I want a steak...if only my gums weren't still sore and open cuz I'm not so sure how long my body can go on like this feeling like I got hit by a train now after working lastnite. Part of it also could be the fact I'm nolonger on the good meds that made me sick and not feel how bad this temp diet was doing to me.
Still this reminded me of the other times in my life I have been sick and dropped weight (unhealthy due to being sick) and how many times other people responded with you look great lost some weight soo I get why some girls do that to themselves, but it's a sick mentality and it doesn't look or feel hott at all to me.



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