I've been plotting and planning my move. I want to go home to Pa, get a job, finish college quickly and get the hell out of dodge. I absolutly fuckign hate that area with a passion, but I want to move back there simply because I have gone to that college, I know it's good, I know I can get my education there with no bumps. You all know I've had hell with the school here in Vegas.
The problem is..I HATE that area. I see pictures of it right now, with the constant gray sky and 10 inches of snow and 23587 degrees below freezing weather. ( ok, slight exaggeration)
I don't know what to do. I don't know where to go. I'm scared to just move to some random area and discover the same college issues. All I want to do is finish school smoothly.
To add to it..I'm trying to search for apartments. I do not think that that area of PA is hooked up to the internet yet. They have no websites for apartments. at all. I even tried searchign for specif names of rental companies and shit. no websites. WTF?
/sigh. I'm scared and I dont know where to go, I just know I gotta leave here. and quit dancing. I have it all planned out so nicely. I just dont know where to be.
The winters really freak me out. I hate it with a passion. and refuse to drive in snow. I wrecked, flipped over a hill, and driving in snow gives me the worst panic attacks ever. I despise it. I hate snow.i hate cold. hate it so bad I'm er thinkign my move plans.
But I dont know...where to go. I cant just try out every college in the country till find one I like.
what should I do? just looking at the snow pictures back there depresses me. I like the 120 degree weather out here. I just hate everything else. I hate everything about back home to..I'm just thinking of the college. and it's a very cheap area to live.


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