So for a few years now i've been trying to lose weight. For varying reasons, its been unproductive. When I started dancing, I lost a little, and regained a LOT of the muscle tone i lost from when I stopped doing ballet hardcore.
I take tonalin and a good multivitamin, and i KNOW i don't overeat. I was talking to a girl at work yesterday, and she thought i'm not eating enough to lose my last bits of flub.
I have a weird relationship with my eating. For years I cycled between anorexic and bulimic tendencies, and still, to an extent do. I get queasy and lose my appetite at the slightest bit of stress, i LOVE cooking, and i LOVE food, but i don't love eating and have to remind myself to do it.
I don't like eating at work, at home I hardly keep any food around, because I don't have a car, and with my EDS it hurts my joints to haul a lot home from the store, on foot.
Nowadays, i DO eat at work, its one of the few times i can make myself sit down and eat.... But if you assume that i work doubleshifts a lot, and usually eat maybe two meals, i can sort of see it averaging out pretty low.
I need a gym membership to do some cardio, and a nutritionist. I'm pretty frustrated.
Anyone else have experiences with this?




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