I originally came here to SW to say goodbye to my friend who took her own life. She was a dancer for 8 years and often spoke of this site which is what led me here to say goodbye to her, since I would now never have the chance to do it in person.
I was invited to stay around by some of the nice ladies who responded in my original thread and I ended up hanging out in the random thread until it was closed down. It was a great place for me to write about all of the craziness and change which was happening in my life because of this sad event. By writing all these thoughts out somewhere, it helped me to wrap my mind around things, at least a little.
Now that TRT is gone and I began expanding beyond the lounge and looking into the other areas of SW, I was really taken aback. Being both a man and being new to this site, I feel like everywhere I go around here that I have two strikes against me. What started out as a very positive experience for me has now turned into the opposite. Just trying to participate here makes me feel like I'm getting the evil eye, like how dare you post here. This place is ours. you shouldn't be here. Get out. Now no one here was actually mean to me, but this is just the vibe that I get from reading through the different forums.
I just want to say thank you to all those who offered me support and a shoulder to lean on when I needed it most, but I think i'll just fade into the background and check back from time to time to see how everyone is doing.
Thanks to everyone from Mike and Liz.



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