I have some more, but this is why I moved. Yes, I was 50 lbs heavier then, but you would be, too, if you lived in the hell that I did.
Guess I just wanted to share, 'cos the anonymity makes me feel a bit safer.
I have some more, but this is why I moved. Yes, I was 50 lbs heavier then, but you would be, too, if you lived in the hell that I did.
Guess I just wanted to share, 'cos the anonymity makes me feel a bit safer.
Wow. I'm glad you're safe.
You're awesome!
I'm glad you moved away from whatever caused you that, and hope nothing causes you that ever again!
I am so happy you are safe!
it's good to keep in mind how far you've come, it helps you realize your true strength. I'm glad you are away from that now and pray you never experiance it again.
wow! its so good that you got away from all that pain!





OMG dfb!
I'm glad you're safe now!
Wow...how great though that you've gotten away from that and overcome it to live a happy life! You are an inspiration.
thanks, y'all, I still can't figure out why I posted this.
if you look at my registration date, though, it kinda tells a lot about why I'm here on this board and not a stripper. I've actually been reading this board since feb or march of 2007. been over a year now.
ok, so you know how I mentioned I'd tried stripping before (men's club houston) back in 2001? well, it was hard to hold down a job in the situation I was in. I would always have cops showing up to my work to see if I was dead of not when I'd go missing for days. My ex-fiance decided that I should go try stripping again, but I was so overweight, 'cos I was MISERABLE with him.
I joined this site to see you girls and see if weight was that huge of a deal, if body make-up was a norm., etc etc etc. It's so crazy, 'cos before I even started posting here I'd been watching all of you on here. The weird thing is, I grew fond of this board. More than the stripper thing it was like this sisterhood with some bizarre and perverted undertones, but a sisterhood nonetheless.
I guess that's why I still post here. I mean I've got other reasons as well, but it felt really good knowing there was someplace, even if it was just on the internet, where there was nothing but chicks. Getting out of my relationship, I had a huge fear of men in general, so this place was a bit of a safe haven.
Eventually I started posting in June.
It's just weird how much of a history I have with this board without really participating in stripping or the board itself for as long as I've been reading this forum.
I guess I'm saying "thank you" to everyone on here. It was my "happy place" for a while when I needed it.
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