Im dealing with some self-consciouss issues.
I usto be a cutter (self-mutilator) when I was younger & am a survivor but it left a reminder on my body. I have scars (& few cig burns), deep scars. Mostly on my left arm. And some on my stomach. Anyways Im all scarred up. Ive done dancing before (not long to have much knowledge on it but enough to know how that im a natrual with poles), and now I wanto be serious about it. Men love my body/face despite the warrior marks & everyone says I should go at it, or assume that I already am doing something in the entertainment biz.
I do have beautiful, soft skin but then I have these scars on my left arm that freak some people out while some get aroused by it. I get differnt reactions. But I don't want any reactions. Sometimes it just brings up things I wish to forget. I know nobody is perfect but this is starting to be a peeve (once again). And why should I feel peeved about my body? I don't wanto feel inadequete & bad.
should tatoo be the way to conceal? Or is there any skin treatment (other than laser which is millions -but i would like any links if anyone knows!), or creams that have worked for anyone? I love tatoos but I know alot of men dont. Alot of my clients have told me to not mark my body up anymore, dont change it, etc. They think tats are trashy & like everything as it is. What works??



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