As you may or may not know, my aunt and my grandma both died in September last yearI came home from Vegas in August to be with them and my family (both of them were on my dads side and I am an only child) I ended up meeting and falling head over heels in love with my boyfriend and decided to stay here
Right before I moved back home, I had got into some really really stupid legal trouble. I got side swiped by a random person while driving home from Spearmint with my guy friend. The cops kept me at the scene of the accident for 5 hours in the SWELTERING heat because the people who hit me had warrents and Child Protective Services had to come and take their kids from their car, and they had to be arrested, etc. At the end of my five hours, they asked me to take a brethalyzer. I snapped and said "Fuck that! I have been here for five fucking hours!! What the FUCK???" I had NOT been drinking, also. Well I did not know at the time, but it is a crime in Nevada to refuse a brethalyzer. So the cops handcuffed me. At that point they searched my car. In my car I did have prescription drugs that I did not have a prescription to have. I was booked on multiple charges, and had to pay about 3800 dollars in bail (which was refunded after my court date) , 800 dollars to a bail bondsman to come post my bail, and over 10,000 dollars in legal fees. Now, although I was in jail for 3 days and that SUCKED, the amount of money I payed to get out of trouble was well worth not going to jail for a year or so, so whatever. But that was about all the money I had. Two months later was when my grandma started getting very ill, and I moved home.
I could not dance here because I have a front wheel drive car, and well, the snow. I have not been able to drive on the freeway all winter. I have been bartending, and very stressed out and poor.
So I have been really depressed and mopey lately, and frustrated and feeling ugly because I gained weight too since moving back.
I did the whole secret bunny thing which was sooo fun, and my Bunny TheOceans gave me a LOVELY gift of Lush products, some other bath goodies and cute ornaments for my house.
I spent literally 2 hours today in the tub, enjjoying my bombs and melti-bars. I probably would not have bought myself these things because I am only making in a week what I used to make on Wednesday night, if you catch my drift.
Being in the tub mellowing out is something I never do. I have REALLY bad anxiety, and it really helped me out, so I stayed in the tub til it was cold, ran more hot water and more Lush, and stayed longer.
It really gave me the time to think and clear my head, and I have decided that I will be going back to dancing in 6 weeks, no matter if I loose weight or not. I really need to start taking better care of myself also, and I realized by pampering my body for a couple hours how neglectful I have been of late.
(PS-TheOceans also made me a lush addict and I ran to the mall and bought face Lush stuff bc I have been neglecting my skin care too)
So, I just wanted to thank my Bunny for being really sweet and making me feel special and more relaxed.
That's about it!



I came home from Vegas in August to be with them and my family (both of them were on my dads side and I am an only child) I ended up meeting and falling head over heels in love with my boyfriend and decided to stay here

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