I need to start from the beginning so anyone with ADD or who doesnt wanna read this all, you have been warned, leave now, LOL.
I am in my mid twenties. Attractive. OK very attractive. But financially, not so smart. I dropped out of college a few years ago(no desire to go back either). I work full time and have a good office job. I dont make nearly enough money. I want to move out and in with my boyfriend(i still live at home). I just want to be independent. my job will never give me that.
I want to stay where i am though to gain experience and then eventually move on to a better office position.
I never thought id be the type to want to dance. I dont have anything against dancers. I just never thought I could do it. I used to be really shy and awkward and once i turned about 20 i kind of came into my looks (got some implants, dyed my hair). And since then ive been a head turner.
I still dont know how id fel about going up on stage and showing everyone my near naked butt! The thought makes me nervous.
And the thought of hustling for lap dances also makes me nervous. Ive been in strip cluibs, ive seen how it works(somewhat) and i thought since i dont have experience i might start out as a waitress.
Theres some clubs here where i live (MD) that say they are hiring.
I thought maybe id start out there and see if i liked the environment and then take it from there. I am not shy anymore. I am not totally outgoing either but i know how to flirt, i am confident in my appearance, i just dont have the balls to jump right into auditioning to dance.
But i do need the money right now and ive been struggling for about 2 years now trying to take night classes to further my office career and it just is now bills on top of bills and i just wanna try to get myself outof this debt.



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