so ive never "made love". most of those mouthafuckas i didnt even like, i was just excercising my right to sexual freedom.
after 3 years of randomly fucking guys, i finally am ready to be in a relationship, and i cut off my fuck buddy. i wanted to wait until i was in a loving relationship, so that for the first time, sex could be something special.
sounds goods right? but damn it's been 6 weeks....
so i called fb last night and got my swerve on.
what about all the flowery love shit? what about my vow of celibacy?
is it possible to stop having sex for emotional reasons, and ignore what my body is telling me? i feel like a cat in heat. right now i dont feel like it is.



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