I truly do enjoy the company of some of my coworkers but when you get a bitch in the bunch who has to make you feel even worse than you already felt about how the night is going doesn't help. Went in tonight to try to make money. First set was a bust with nothing but I still danced like we had a packed house. Had a blast. Well the night started out slow but that's okay I'm thinking that it'll get better.
It gets to be about 11:30. More people have started coming in. At my club I am one of about 5 white girls left. I'm on stage with two black girls and working it hard having way too much fun to the music. I get $2. We get back to the DR and I'm griping that no matter how hard I shake it and bounce it and work it I still can't seem to make money. The girl who was on stage 1 pops off with "you'd make money if you danced like a white girl". I don't exactly have the cohones to pop off back at the chick. I was so pissed that to vent I go up to our dj (who I'm close to) and tell him what got said. He wasn't too happy to hear that. I said no matter if I dance like a white girl or a black girl I still cant seem to make money (our club is mostly stage dancing with private dance booths and no lapdances). That really messed me up. I started getting very self concious of my dancing after that. Since we do a lot of R and B I've changed my dancing style a little but I can dance very well to everything. Heck I took a dare one night 5 years ago to dance to Sweet Transvestite and made quite a bit on that Rocky Horror Picture Show set. It just really threw me off. I left with $38 tonight.
I've been thinking of trying a new club but am worried. I don't like lapdances--aside from the fact they are actually illegal in Little Rock. My hustle sucks--it is actually nonexistant. I can work the pole very well and can really dance well. At the club I plan to try I'd be one of the few girls who has a booty. I'm a little thick (140 lb at 5'4'') but most of it's muscle. I don't have high hopes though for several reasons. I don't like doing lapdances--never have. I am actually shy. I don't have a hustle at all. Talking to the custies actually scares me. No matter how much I read I still can't get the hang of asking for a dance. To top all of that I'd be going to a club where tipout is at least $25, and you are required to tip the dj and the bouncers. I'm not used to that. The normal tipout for my club is $6 or 10% after $60, no required tips to the dj and there aren't bouncers to tip. I'm just afraid I won't even make enough money to tipout or make only 5 to 10 bucks after making it because it has happened before at another club I worked at for a month.




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