I went to a car show with my fiance last weekend and i had a thought that made me so happy i am retired..i looked around at scuzzy guys leering at my boobs and thought.." i am so glad i don't have to get naked for these a-holes tonight".
Dancing is tough right now all around it seems, from reading the boards. I retired for a lot of reasons. It just didnt fit in with my professional (im finishing school) and personal life (i got engaged). Plus, the kind of damage that was happening to my self esteem was just not worth it. I could handle having a bad night here and there when i still was making bank, i was single, and had less of a courseload with school. But now, it seems like you deal with all the BS, have to constantly sell yourself, and deal with the ever increasing extras in the club for 1/8th of the pay.
the economy is tough right now so i dont blame my club..i still love the people there but it just seems like there isnt the same kind of money at all that there used to be. I used to feel like when i couldnt work because i was doing school stuff i was missing out on all this cash..then when i did bring myself in , i made less than $100..when i was accustomed to making 6-8 times that in a night.
For that kind of money there are a lot things you could be doing.
I have to say...there is some part of you that feels reclaimed when you retire. You feel like you have your sense of privacy back. You dont have to constantly act like youa re interested in someone, or put up with their nastiness. you can eat ice cream on a friday night and not worry how it will make you feel on stage tommorrow. You can feel like people are going to appreciate for who you are not just turn their nose up at you like u are garbage if they dont like how you look in a thong. like i said earlier, you feel like you dont have to deal with getting naked for anyone..unless you want to
hope everyone is doing well..good luck!




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