For about the last month, things have been absolutely horrible for me. I cannot make $200 a night to save my goddamn life. And it's not just that I'm not making much, I'm making less than practically every girl in the club.
Tonight I went back to a club I haven't been at in a few weeks, where I've always been a top earner, in hopes of having a good night for a change. I took home less than $150, when the other girls all made well over $300, maybe over $400. They were selling dances all night. I sold one- and only because a friend took pity on me and bought one.
I don't get it. I always go in with a great attitude. I always look like I'm having a blast on stage. I'm always friendly and sociable with everyone. I look good, my body is in amazing shape, and I wear the nicest costumes, always style my hair, do makeup, etc.
WHY DOES NO ONE WANT ME ANYMORE?!?
I'm really getting freaked out. I used to have a decent savings, but my bf kicked me out unexpectedly and the quick move drained what was left of it. I have no savings, and I'm not making enough to be able to pay my bills next month.
I suppose I could just try to work more shifts...but I really feel like I'm burning out fast now. I'm struggling not to cry in the dressing room by the end of most of my shifts.
I don't know what to do.



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But I KNOW for a fact that most of the other girls' earnings at my club are anything but down. So I've got to face the fact that it IS my fault that I'm making shit for money. Clearly something that I'm doing is giving me this result, because everyone else is making money as usual.
Or even just picking up a few extra shifts at a new club in addition to your home club, if you really want/need to work 5-6 shifts a week. I think this is exactly what I need. New surroundings==new habits, which you can then bring back to your home club. Maybe you've picked up bad habits or negative mindsets without realizing it?
When most people have dance-count lines that look like this:

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